sad :(

TGIF :)
okay ...
  at school :)
>study :) and do homework ...chit chat with friend ...
>blur friend in da school ...ha ha ...
>thinking of you .... think everything about us :)

at tuition class :)
>study ..sleepy ... online :)
>and my friend .. kao zaii ..hehe :)
> my classmate ... speak english very pro .. make me feel like ..haiz .. why i'm soo lousy T.T
>argg ...

at home :)
>waiting for my cousin return from JB :)
>listen to the song ...
>waiting for you ..
>and you are busy ..haiz ..wondering ..what are you busy ...

i feel sad ..with no reason ...
i need you badly ..
i dunno what happen between us ..
i try my best go to fix them ...
and i dunno what to do ....
life was change ...and i dunno ..what will happen ..
haizz ...
feel like ..you are so far away from me ..
when i said : i love you ..
and you didnt say ..you love me too ..
i feel ...more sad ..
why ?
i feel want to be alone now ....
i dunno what should to do ..
i feel tired .. T.T
what's about now /?

can you tell me ?!

#trying to be strong
#wish everything will fine

enjoy my life with you :)

it's THURSDAY :)

okay ..busy PBS ,study ... ouchh ...
he he :D 
take my grandma to bank ...hospital and post office in the evening .. (busy ever ! ) :D

i done my second HPV injection :)
and we went to jaya jusco :D bought some book :) argg .. bankrupt !

i have a nightmare last night ..
please ...help me T.T ..i dunno what to do ....

to my dear ,
ehh ..i dunno what i want to say ...
just ..take care :) enjoy your college life ..
anything you do ..you choose ...if ..you think is good for you ..
and you will happy with it ...i will always support you :D
take care of yourself ....
don't give up :) wait for me :) if have a fate .. i will go kl study too :)
let's every weekend ..we hang out go dating :)
okay ?
if have a fate .. we will always be together ...let's happy happy together .until the end of the world ..
until we become old ..and die :)
promise me ...no matter how :)
 you will hold my hand ...stay with me ...
promise me ..you will never ever leave me again ..like last time ..
now we are 19 years old le :)
we should know ..about responsibility in a relationship :)
i love you dear :)

#never give up what i really want ..
#enjoy my life with you 
#cherish :)

boring + busy day ~~

thank you for called me in the morning :)
feel like same with last time ...i did for you ...thank you :)

Grrr.. tired day grgrr ...

finish my class on 2 pm , sit inside car ..called to him ..
he was busy discuss something with his daddy ...
i knew you were stress about your study ..and so on ..
just cheer up and be patient ba ..
everything  you do ...is good for you ..
i will just support you ....
stand at outside chit chat with friend ..
plan to KFC  .. have a lunch ..
and i said no ..because i want to spend time with you ..
seen that ..you were busy ..
and everybody was return to home ..
and some of my friend went to KFC already ...
i'm alone at school ..
see so many parent are waiting for their children too ...
hmm ..okay ..i take out my PA book , do some note about my essey ..
hm ...i just realize that , my teacher always ask me do assignment ..
why not just ask for another student ? and i haven't present yet ..
haiz ... hate me just tell me ba .. no need to give a lot of trouble to me ..
 
3.30 pm 
went to library for study ..
qiu qing wait for me at there ...
study my business study .. "international business "
the most hard of the part in business study semester 3 ..
haiz .. so many thing need to memorize ....
i wish .. i can find back the way im study in sem 2 ..
seen my mood want to study ..already gone ... 
no study ..what i gonna do in the future ?!

4.30 pm 
return from library ....
waiting for you msg ... 
and you  told me you headache ...
hmm take care ... sorry ..other than this ..
i cant do anything ...
when i'm free ..you're busy ...
when im busy ... you're free ...
when im sleep ... you are not sleepy  ...
when i wake up ...you are sleeping ...
is no times for us ...
we cant accompany each other at the same times ....
i hope you know that ...
everything you do ...no matter you are sad or happy ... you still have me by your side ..
accompany you ...
JIA YOU ...
i'm waiting for you ....

i gonna have my second hpv injection tomorrow ....
i feel scare ...OMG ...
hehe ..hope ...everything will be alright :)

#pray to god ....
everything will be fine :)
simple love <3 span="">

i never thought that ...
we were be together again :)

argg ..i'm growing fat ... ><
NO MORE FAST FOOD ..please .. :)
and must go to jogging everyday :D

Life start busy nowadays ...
Busy PBS ..and
STPM SEM3 & re-seat paper is around the corner ..
73 days left ... gosh !
im not ready yet ..
i think i should start focus in my study and do revision ..
pay more attention in the classroom ..
seen .PA is quiet bored ...
i agree with ms heng ...
 she said : once you say , this subject is quiet boring , of coz you will start don't like this subject ..and you cant focus ... that is a reason why you FAIL ..
why not you just start from boring change to make it fun ..and enjoy it ~
 and of coz you can get a good result ...
if you wan success yr dream .. just study ...
NO SWEET WITHOUT SWEAT ...as we said ..NO PAIN NO GAIN :)
some of the person ..feel jealous of her /his friend who get A's ..and she work hard to get A's..
and my friend look at me ...
i know ..it's talking about me :)
he he .. but ..i hope ..this sem ..i can get a good result again :D
make my parent happy and ..
i wanna show to those bitches !

now ..is time talking about my BF !
hm ..okay ..i feel very happy ..part of the reason is because of this guy :)
he makes me smile ...
protect me :)
treat me like a baby :)
i hope our love ..is true ...and until forever :)
thank you for come back to me :)
i cant lost you again ..
i hope ...you understand ...
and dont be childish again ..hehe ..Oppps ~ hehe
let's happy happy together ya ..
i know you were stress nowadays ..
sorry i cant help anything ..
but you can share with me ..
or tell me ..
if need me to help :)
i will try my best to help you ....

sincerely ..
i love u mu :)

waiting for miracle .

这一次，我决定把关于你的一切，都deleted 了..
我想从新认识自己..
我希望每一次，当我读回我的blogger时，
是一次又一次的了解自己..
去了解我的生活，是欢喜，还是悲伤...
很感谢你，在我最需要人陪时，
你的出现，温暖我的心..很感动..
但，命运把我们分开了...
这一次，我回不去了..
我想，我们就像现在这样...
好好的当好朋友吧？
因为不想再失去..
我宁可当好朋友，
好朋友，
不会因为一点小事，吵架到分手，
好朋友，
不会因为了解你，而分开..
好朋友一起度过，不少的事，因为彼此的性格，更拉近彼此的距离..
会妒忌你，但始终还会在身边支持你，为你加油打气...
终觉得，这样的好朋友..就是难找...

很感谢，离开你后，我还有一班常让我笑到肚子痛的好朋友，
还可以遇到一个，跟我一样爱情故事的人，
以前你对我来说，是重感情，很难接近的人..
慢慢的，去了解你之后，其实你就像以前的那个我...
很努力的保护自己，掩饰自己..让别人觉得我们都很难相处..
其实，我们都是很难相处的人，我们都需要一些时间去适应别人，
日子久后，我们就变得越来越friendly ,
让别人觉得，我们是很疯，很颠的..
对这就是我....
而，我们却因为这样，就变成好朋友了，
我希望，我这位好朋友..
能够，好好的，过着快乐的日子...
我希望，我可以改变你对爱执着的想法..
因为，以前为爱执着的我..
也对自己的爱情观改变了，很多很多...

我想，我已经没力气，
再去喜欢别人了吧？
终觉得，一次又一次的爱上，
都搞到一身伤痕累累..
累了，这一次..真的只想一个人好好过..
可能真的爱上你了，
每当看你emo时，都很想帮助你，
但，这个感觉，突然pop宁空消失了...

我希望，这一次，我们都要好好的爱自己..
或许有天，
我们长大了，遇到..一个可以改变我们的人..
waiting for miracle ...

#LIVE IN PIECE ..
#LIFE STILL GO ON AND GO ON ..
# WAITING FOR MIRACLE ...